want of confidence

I envy people really focused and really good at one art form. Painter. Writer. Dog groomer. Software developer. Interior designer. Teacher. My artistic arsenal is varied and wide, stretched thin most of the time, which means I have a messy studio and crammed satchel when travelling across the country. I'll come across a kernel of inspiration and then I think: what is the best way to express this--words, photographs, illustrations, what? 

Sometimes I post photographs here when the mood strikes me. As of lately, I have been just keeping most of my artistic work backlogged under lock and key, having no idea what to "do" with it. A studio of creative orphans, I like to think of them.

I came across this pen-ink illustration in a vintage book. And adored the grain of the work. Apparently, it struck a cord...as I think about multi-universes, astral karma cords, energies of attraction, and pursuit of awareness and understanding. A lot going on! I hope you have a functional way of channeling your creative energy. Shiva and Shakti swirl around me, telling me to be patient with my creative self as pieces eek out.

I photographed this from a vintage book about manners and being a woman long ago. Sometimes I am both the mother and child in this image. I bet you are, too, at times, I mean.

I photographed this from a vintage book about manners and being a woman long ago. Sometimes I am both the mother and child in this image. I bet you are, too, at times, I mean.